Love...?

It's hard to pretend you love someone when you don't, but it's harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do.

xoxo
-Penny-

Monday blues

It's Monday again. Feeling rather down and moody today.

Blame it on Monday blues. =(

xoxo
-Penny-

Tell me how to forget

 

I'm a stubborn person. Or should I say, I value my ego too much to give in easily. A lot of times I refuse to back down from something because I don't like the feeling of losing.

I'm an emotional person, but don't expect me to cry in front of others. I try my best to show my strong side when I'm out in public because I don't want people to know my weakness. Why should they know so much about you? It'll only give them the advantage of knowing your weak points and use it against you.

Been feeling rather stressed lately ever since I got the phone call from home yesterday. This year has truly been tough. So many things happened in such a short time that I'm barely able to catch my breath while trying to face them. Times are hard now, and I know it'll only get harder.

Had a rather serious heart-to-heart talk with a friend yesterday night, and somehow I feel I'm blessed to have good friends around me who I know will back me up during these hard times. Again, as predicted, I woke up in the middle of the night and started to cry. I guess when you have too much emotion build up inside, it's just a matter of time before it blows out of proportion like a balloon that's being pumped with too much air. It feels good to cry, letting all the emotions and anger release from inside you and then falling back to sleep, exhausted from the sobbing.

I'd really like to forget you. So please tell me how.

xoxo
-Penny-