Almost 5 months of no updates. It's just so hard to think of something to write nowadays. So many things are happening all at the same time. And not all of them happy memories.
Just when I thought that this life couldn't get any worse, the exact opposite happens. Things are worse now than they were before. They escalate from A to B in just a snap. A blink of an eye. It's as if I closed my eyes for one second, and the next everything is different.
I want to walk away from all of this. Perhaps one day I will finally get my freedom. Perhaps one day I will finally be able to put this behind.
Perhaps.
