Just came back from Pharmacology III. And I only have one word for it: "Fuck".
Stayed up late to study until 2.30a.m., barely slept for 3 hours before getting up to continue revision. Again, I actually felt quite confident, thinking that I could do better than mid semester. Then, when you see the question paper, your whole world shatters like a bullet hitting a glass. And for that 3 hours all you could think to yourself is, "Why did I even bother in the first place?"
Screwed up so badly for mid semester, and this was my last chance at redemption. This was the last chance I could prove that I can actually do it, to score well to get a pass. But then, another curve ball is thrown straight in your face. I don't even know what to say anymore. Studied so much but all those questions never came out, what did come out was a whole bunch of crap that I'm not at all confident in answering.
Well, another semester screwed. No problem, just re-take the paper only mah. So big deal meh? Having the final paper on Thursday, hopefully it doesn't screw me up again. *all fingers and toes crossed*
xoxo
-Penny-
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Friday, June 1, 2012
Hello June
It seems that I'm posting on the first day of every month with the same title. A new month is here, and it's already halfway through 2012. I guess time really flies.
Another week to go before I'll be home. Missing home terribly. I really wanna let go of everything here and go back to the only place where I know I'll feel safe and secure. I wanna be able to laugh and be myself again, to say whatever I want and do all the things I love, just be around the people who truly love me.
Dare to dream.
xoxo
-Penny-
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