History on repeat

Just came back from Pharmacology III. And I only have one word for it: "Fuck".

Stayed up late to study until 2.30a.m., barely slept for 3 hours before getting up to continue revision. Again, I actually felt quite confident, thinking that I could do better than mid semester. Then, when you see the question paper, your whole world shatters like a bullet hitting a glass. And for that 3 hours all you could think to yourself is, "Why did I even bother in the first place?"

Screwed up so badly for mid semester, and this was my last chance at redemption. This was the last chance I could prove that I can actually do it, to score well to get a pass. But then, another curve ball is thrown straight in your face. I don't even know what to say anymore. Studied so much but all those questions never came out, what did come out was a whole bunch of crap that I'm not at all confident in answering.

Well, another semester screwed. No problem, just re-take the paper only mah. So big deal meh? Having the final paper on Thursday, hopefully it doesn't screw me up again. *all fingers and toes crossed*


xoxo
-Penny-