February

Tomorrow is the last day of February, and it has been a rather horrible month for me. Everything that could possibly go wrong did, and the people whom you trusted and looked up to all turned out to be liars. Finding out that secret was a huge blow to me, and I don't know how to react. I don't know who to talk to, who to confide in, how to feel. How are you suppose to feel in such situations? It's not like there's a book you can grab from bookstore shelves that teach you how to manage your feelings when you're in such a situation.

Internet was down for almost a week, made so many phone calls my phone bill is through the roof. It was finally fixed today and it was a sigh of relief. It was annoying not being able to download all your favourite series, and have the same people complaining to you day in and day out about the internet. All you people know how to do is complain and nag. I don't see you try to help. And when it's fixed, I don't even get a thank you. How selfish and self-centered can you people be?

It's the fourth week of lectures and it's coming to an end soon. As usual, have yet to start studying when there are so many crazy things around me that have yet to be done. Promised myself I will work triple hard this final semester if I passed all subjects in the last semester, and I will honour that promise. Mum, I will make you proud.

Prom is coming soon and although nothing has been finalised, I'm still uninspired by what I'm going to wear. Hope to find a nice, cheap long dress, but everything I've seen so far either doesn't suit me or is not to my liking. Am I being too picky? I hate to think so, but you really want to look your best for your final university prom. And it seems they want to have it earlier this year, which kinda ruins my plans. Oh well, things in life never go as you plan; you just have to deal with the curveballs and dive in head-on.

Period is late and my hormones are going crazy. Been moody for a few days especially having to deal with all the craziness. February has not been kind to me. I'm just gonna have to pray that March will be much better.

 

xoxo
-Penny-