Change

It's been almost a year since I've stepped in here. Looking back at this past year, there are so many things I want to change. So many things that I regret. So many things that I want to forget.

So many things have happened - good, bad, ups, downs. People always say, things in life happen for a reason. Whatever that reason is, no one knows. You can only accept it and move on.

But what if you don't want to accept it? What if you fight like hell to try to stay in the moment, yet at the end of it all, your efforts don't make any difference? What would you do then? Will you finally accept that fate? Or will you continue to try to push against the current knowing it could crush everything you have?

 

I want to believe that change can be for the better; change can be for a difference; change can be brighter. But people always fear the unknown. Change is scary. Change is hard. Change is walking into the darkness with no way of knowing what lies at the other end. It could be a brighter future; or it could be an endless edge with nowhere else to go.

 

People keep telling me, accept the fate and let go. You'll never know how things will end up. But always try to stay positive. Keep an open mind. Accept change and embrace it. Who knows, it might for the better.

 

Take a leap of faith.

xoxo

-Penny-