It's been a week now, and so far the wave has died down slightly. The reality has sunk in so hard you get reminded of it every single day. You double think every single thought, wondering if it would have any consequences. You think out every single possible outcome, whether it would be beneficial or it would be worse. You never stop wondering.
I've seemed to settle down slightly at this new place. It's definitely a new change and I'm anxious to see what's in store. I can't say I'm excited, but I'm nervous to see what's planned for me. For better or worse, I'm here now and I'll need to embrace it.
God please grant me peace and serenity. And please let the nightmare end.
Please.
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